BuZZ...NoThInG mOrE...

tp still for me ..ok lah..dengan kambing yang baru di sembelih ..
di bakar dat time juga..
after that..went to thailand shop for massage..
huhu..so tired and feeling sleepy..
then we went to spectacles shop to buy me contact lens..
it takes 1 hours to explain me everything about contact lens.
how to take care of it..how my eyes...and bla..bla..
but u know wat...
padanlah muka i...sbb after that day..
my eyes had eyesore..which sakit mata seh..
salah pakai air..so benda tu menggelegak kt mata..
smpailah skrg merah..
huhu..

ahakzz..u know my boyfren is too proper and manner people ..
and he had a little bit rude gf..(i think he think like dat)..
hehe..
he always said my voice is too loud..
everytime i talk to somebody...to his friends..
i know he try to give some good advice..
just sometimes my feeling dont feel good..
like everything about me so wrong..
such as..
in the spectacles shop,,,
juz tercakap kuat i think but not so loud i think ..
the girl in there dnt know how to speak malay..
so i juz said like dis to myself..
owh...ta pu ke yi hui ma lai hua ma..
and he suddenly give some weird face and asking me about the words..
"nothinglah..juz talking to myself"
"u cakap ape tadi?better u cakap?
upenye die ckp the girl looking at us and him..
then looking back to her boss..
but i dont think she heard what i said..
i juz like murmuring to myself..
and he looks so angry even not too show..
sometimes i feel dizzy because dnt not know how treat boys so well..
my friends said the same things also...hahah

LIfe is so short to predict even the relation are nearly 4 years ...
something that full with things that even we cant explain..
How bout about mimic face..
busy things..
all of those things we as women can understand..
even hard ...we still try..
but how bout when we going out together..
his face always full with bored..dizzy...(kusut)..dont know what to do..
im so happy to meet him even more and more..
even repeatly ..shortly...anywhere..any place..anytime..
sick ..tired ..busy...
but him..our life is not just for him..
but we still try to make it out..
make it bcoz we love him so much more than our own life..
but did men always care bout it,,
they just think they have fulfill the responsible..
dats all..
im trying not to cry when he always in bad mood..
when he always seems like he dont care about me even he do..
but i always hope dat he try to appreciate every moment we have..
bcoz sometimes i always felt that 2moro will end ..
who knows??
do we have to regret just about the small things in life..??
i always try to make our time even it is too short for us..
bcoz i always felt u part of my life..
i always done anything just to make u satisfied with ur life..
heppy with our time..
i always said dat i done everythings just for u..
but sometimes i think u would never understand how i felt...

too busy in looking forward in his life..and carier..
i cant say anything unless miss you and love u so much..
okie to be a good and to be wife of some guys which working in site and moreover involve in admin and site..
are not easy which the most important thing that i try to plant in my heart..
'Try To Be Understanding"
Even ur heart full with love and miss him like need to blast out..


Juz few word i said to him..
i try my best and its not easy for me to let go one men that i love most..
and im still human and women like other but im trying so hard to be understanding than he ever think..