huh..bosannye..
ari ni is the 4th day of class..
ok lah..even kena amek 7 subject..
tp yang bosannye..
ari ni semua balik...coz my housemate takde class..sok sampai ahad..
then i thought nk g vacation but well tak mengizinkan..
so kena lah duk umah sewa...
nak balik..rs malaslah..tambang lagi..
dhlah nk jimat..ceh2..
i thought nk berehat jelah kt uma..
klu blk jb mesti penat..coz kena layan mcm2..
lg2 my bf busy jek br2 ni..so klu duk cni taklah kaco die sgt..
i thought im being ok 4 all of dis..
tp br jek td tgk budak2 ni balik..feeling rs tak sedap lak..bosan...
pas2 klu ak tahu si aini ngn pojie blk petang ni..
baik ak ikut..
jimat tambang skit..tp menyesal r..
nk wt cne..takleh patah balik..
takkan nk tinggalkan si linda..
ak lak dh janji dgn die tak nak balik...sebb die pun malas nk balik..
haiya..sunyi nye umah..
bosannye nk tunggu ari mendatang lagi 3 ari..duk r ko sorang2 kt umah dgn poket kosong...
klu cni ade wayang sedap gak...boleh melencong..cne lah ak wt keputusan ni..huh!!
well...its so fast to having my break..
just a month..and i felt like a week..
so boredd..
hehe..sometimes feel so lazy to study rite nw..
my honeymoon time still cannt end..
hwever..lovely day..lovely time..and need to put some strategy after having bad results now..
i need to be fresh all the time..and open the eyes very widely in class..
hahah..
hm...yesterday..is a day for student like us to register..
after dat..right away to my rent house ...it is so tired after a long journey..
after a big fight with my sis...hehe..
so nothing unusual..just some decoration room with noi and pojie..haha...
it is so hard to deco my room becoz of the size and to much package or lets say bargage of me..
mastermind of clothes...aini which she need to pick some of my clothes for class..and the rest of it..
need to throw away which means send back to house...
hehe..i got a lot of clothes and makes me worried coz no place to store..even in my real house..
women..women..well..cannt say anything..
i like clothes and i like something sweet unique and cute..
perempuanlah katakan..cannt avoid it..
and funny to say..the more bigger and plus of age..
the more like women and child i am..
well before dis im seem like tomboy and rough..before gone to universty and meet my cutest boy..
everything change and i dnt knw why..
but hope everyone like it..hehe..even a little bit lecehlah..
yelah..make up..clothes and many more..
is im make up..nope i think ..juz like to buy make up..haha..
just a month..and i felt like a week..
so boredd..
hehe..sometimes feel so lazy to study rite nw..
my honeymoon time still cannt end..
hwever..lovely day..lovely time..and need to put some strategy after having bad results now..
i need to be fresh all the time..and open the eyes very widely in class..
hahah..
hm...yesterday..is a day for student like us to register..
after dat..right away to my rent house ...it is so tired after a long journey..
after a big fight with my sis...hehe..
so nothing unusual..just some decoration room with noi and pojie..haha...
it is so hard to deco my room becoz of the size and to much package or lets say bargage of me..
mastermind of clothes...aini which she need to pick some of my clothes for class..and the rest of it..
need to throw away which means send back to house...
hehe..i got a lot of clothes and makes me worried coz no place to store..even in my real house..
women..women..well..cannt say anything..
i like clothes and i like something sweet unique and cute..
perempuanlah katakan..cannt avoid it..
and funny to say..the more bigger and plus of age..
the more like women and child i am..
well before dis im seem like tomboy and rough..before gone to universty and meet my cutest boy..
everything change and i dnt knw why..
but hope everyone like it..hehe..even a little bit lecehlah..
yelah..make up..clothes and many more..
is im make up..nope i think ..juz like to buy make up..haha..
Huh..belum pun masuk campus..
otak ak dh serabut balik..
mahu tak serabut..satu2 problem smpai..
smpai ak tak tahu nk settle cane..
sabar2..sabar separuh dr iman..
semalam bf ak terus terang yg laptop ak memang dh tak blh betulkan langsung..
sedih2 gak..tp nk wt cne..senyap je r..nk marh sbb die tak terus terang dr awl pun tak leh gak..
klu ak tahu dr awal pun..ak leh wtpe..beli br...huh! mane nak cekau duit sikalang ...
ak keje pun semata2 nak tanggung diri knn tak nak mintak duit mak bapak..
skrg terkapai2 ak lagi..
tggl lagi setengah tahun jek lagi b4 habis belajar..
laptop dh takde..
ak nk wt assignment pkai ape..
pkai mulut...bayngkan lah ak takde kemudahan 2..
mahu kering diri ak..
dahlah ayah ak lak ckp suh pulang kan keta b4 february..
sbb die kata road tax mati..
tp bile ak tanye bila nk hidupkan..
ayah ckp bonus takde..
so maksudnye...ak takde kereta lah..
Ya Rabbi...makin mencabar hidup ak last2 sem ni..
dahlah result jatuh..so means ak kena amek short course..
even tak ler jatuh sgt tp terbukti yang ak tak leh amek 8 subject...tetap kna amek short course..
takde kereta..takde laptop..
cne ak nak studi..
Ya Allah kuatkan lah semangat ak...
tggl last sem jek..takkan nk tarik diri..
klu ak beritahu apis pun ..wtpe..nk nyushkan die lagi..
dahlah die byk tolong ak..
smpai utk family die pun ak tak pasti ade tak..
Sabar2...ade rezeki ade..ape yg ak leh wat..
pndai2lah...
otak ak dh serabut balik..
mahu tak serabut..satu2 problem smpai..
smpai ak tak tahu nk settle cane..
sabar2..sabar separuh dr iman..
semalam bf ak terus terang yg laptop ak memang dh tak blh betulkan langsung..
sedih2 gak..tp nk wt cne..senyap je r..nk marh sbb die tak terus terang dr awl pun tak leh gak..
klu ak tahu dr awal pun..ak leh wtpe..beli br...huh! mane nak cekau duit sikalang ...
ak keje pun semata2 nak tanggung diri knn tak nak mintak duit mak bapak..
skrg terkapai2 ak lagi..
tggl lagi setengah tahun jek lagi b4 habis belajar..
laptop dh takde..
ak nk wt assignment pkai ape..
pkai mulut...bayngkan lah ak takde kemudahan 2..
mahu kering diri ak..
dahlah ayah ak lak ckp suh pulang kan keta b4 february..
sbb die kata road tax mati..
tp bile ak tanye bila nk hidupkan..
ayah ckp bonus takde..
so maksudnye...ak takde kereta lah..
Ya Rabbi...makin mencabar hidup ak last2 sem ni..
dahlah result jatuh..so means ak kena amek short course..
even tak ler jatuh sgt tp terbukti yang ak tak leh amek 8 subject...tetap kna amek short course..
takde kereta..takde laptop..
cne ak nak studi..
Ya Allah kuatkan lah semangat ak...
tggl last sem jek..takkan nk tarik diri..
klu ak beritahu apis pun ..wtpe..nk nyushkan die lagi..
dahlah die byk tolong ak..
smpai utk family die pun ak tak pasti ade tak..
Sabar2...ade rezeki ade..ape yg ak leh wat..
pndai2lah...
Working in my new place..
something nt so interesting..hehe..
4 d first time im wearing Mcdonalds shoes..which so big than my real shoes size..
actually..i thought i would working in spore..
well..even just as part time..we still need permits..
so just working wif my frens...
a little bit rough and so tired nak mampus lah..
gosok besi..then letak thinner..pas2 kena cat..tiap2 ari benda yg sm kena wt..
bila pikir2 balik..this is 1 of the inspiration and reasns why i must work hard for my own life..
tp jgn pandang rendah pd org yg kerja mcm ni..
sbb kadang2 mereka lebih baik dr kite..
tahu kenapa..
sape yg sanggup berpanas..dan berpenat lelah buat sume kerja ni semata2 mencari nafkah hidup..
so we should salute this people..
bcoz even they are nt like people who go to university but they have energy that we dnt have...
i i...chief..hehe..
It is so tired day and especially 2nite after having a heavy task in my world now..
hahah...well...my story 2day is aboutt my work..my new work..
juz part time worked which i need extra money for my studies..or
before end of sem..im broke..hahha
So me, zila, pojie,dayah and sya working as servant or waiter or actually i dnt knw wat kind of work i am..
im working in persada...or smtimes hyattt..which we plan to try alll hotel in jb..
hehhe..
it is the most tired work compare of other..
actually, i have being offer to be clerk in SDA COMPANY..
but just becoz of my limitation time..1 month and my frens..which no transportation without me..
i cant consider about it at all ..huhu...
actually..i really want that work..huhu..
it is such good experience..For my course actually in management
well wat can i do..
sacrifice ler jwbnye..
Then 2day i have to serve Johor corporation which actually IPTA were compete in orchestra band..
and it is such fun experience...
juz im too tired after working 8 hours a day..
Im so nervous when working in there..
with such lousy or wat can we say as strict management with people that like and love to yell each other without consider other people feelings and humiliating each other..
huh!!
But i really like one guys which my captain..
wat i mean like is respect him bcoz of his ability in handling his stress..
without yelling or angry..
slowly helping and consider us as new entry,,
not like other captain which so berlagak..huhu...
Hwever it is nice experience...
fun and interesting which before this im always serving by other people..
but now..i have to serve people..
so scary if we had done any wrong..
malunye nanti..
Huh..hope 2moro..have other job..
i need work..huhu..
takde keje takde income..
i need moneylah beb..
hah!! satu2 nye risiko klu keje hotel..
no function no work and no money.
thats why i always think of that clerk offer..
i really hope that i get that work..
hwever it is such a dream now..
like dreaming by being marketing executive with high abilities like men..
bcoz women can do wat men do..
oH YA..little bit busy without him around now..
and he too busy working as wiring man..duit lebih katakan..
i miz him after having a little fight this morning bcoz mis each other 2 much but cant meet bcoz of my silly careless attitude..
hey..it is nt just my fault 2..
hehe..
okie..chow..love u all..
mcm mak nenek tul ak bebual...
hahah...well...my story 2day is aboutt my work..my new work..
juz part time worked which i need extra money for my studies..or
before end of sem..im broke..hahha
So me, zila, pojie,dayah and sya working as servant or waiter or actually i dnt knw wat kind of work i am..
im working in persada...or smtimes hyattt..which we plan to try alll hotel in jb..
hehhe..
it is the most tired work compare of other..
actually, i have being offer to be clerk in SDA COMPANY..
but just becoz of my limitation time..1 month and my frens..which no transportation without me..
i cant consider about it at all ..huhu...
actually..i really want that work..huhu..
it is such good experience..For my course actually in management
well wat can i do..
sacrifice ler jwbnye..
Then 2day i have to serve Johor corporation which actually IPTA were compete in orchestra band..
and it is such fun experience...
juz im too tired after working 8 hours a day..
Im so nervous when working in there..
with such lousy or wat can we say as strict management with people that like and love to yell each other without consider other people feelings and humiliating each other..
huh!!
But i really like one guys which my captain..
wat i mean like is respect him bcoz of his ability in handling his stress..
without yelling or angry..
slowly helping and consider us as new entry,,
not like other captain which so berlagak..huhu...
Hwever it is nice experience...
fun and interesting which before this im always serving by other people..
but now..i have to serve people..
so scary if we had done any wrong..
malunye nanti..
Huh..hope 2moro..have other job..
i need work..huhu..
takde keje takde income..
i need moneylah beb..
hah!! satu2 nye risiko klu keje hotel..
no function no work and no money.
thats why i always think of that clerk offer..
i really hope that i get that work..
hwever it is such a dream now..
like dreaming by being marketing executive with high abilities like men..
bcoz women can do wat men do..
oH YA..little bit busy without him around now..
and he too busy working as wiring man..duit lebih katakan..
i miz him after having a little fight this morning bcoz mis each other 2 much but cant meet bcoz of my silly careless attitude..
hey..it is nt just my fault 2..
hehe..
okie..chow..love u all..
mcm mak nenek tul ak bebual...