BuZZ...NoThInG mOrE...

Well it is such a long time i didnt write anything about myself...
So many story to tell but do not know where to start..

"Love is Fairytales"

I think some of you had heard of this phrase from me...
Come out from my mouth whenever i felt frustrated and upset..
Well it is true and really true..
But actuallly we cant always expect beautiful love story in our life..like me...
Before fall in love...the fantasy of love are more than i expected..
But after fall in love..the fantasy are just some childish imagine which lack of maturity..
Dats my opinion..

However...fall in love with him make me always think about something INSIDE of life..
I admit that i am stubborn, childish, selfish and hard to hear other people advice..
But something different about him..(perfector...)
4 years take a long step for me and him..
He always teach me about family relation, punctual, life of human and many things..
but what can i say about him..he's look perfect even i know his weakness..
moreover, he is a family man..
(before this, i am not inter in family things but he always try to convince me dat family is more important than others)

Tonite, he make me think about marriage life..
His friends had ask about our relations which how he could stand with long relationship with me..
4 years is not so easy to get through with just one girl in life..
Well... i admit that he had so many girlfriends before which are more better than me..
but why me??
He also said this to me: "Kalau yang baik dah di depan mata...kenapa nak di lepaskan !!
He is talking about some silly girl like me who are stupid and ugly..wow!!stunning for a while


Well f.y.i.. he is the nice guy that i ever met which always...always try to care about my feelings..
never stop me to be friends with anybody ..
and handsome guys..
Well before dis, he is the most handsome guy which also cute in my PG school..
but never notice dat because i am so blind about all those feelings and guys thing...eauuuhhh...
yucks...
He had his own style even the chinese girl like him..
but i never set my eyes for him..not even one..
but after we in relationship...he is slowly turn to big and fat guys which make me love him more and more than before..

why is dat..??i'm not even know..
Oh my...it is so long post today..
However, what can i say here..
LOVE IS FAIRYTALES..
Because it is not stand long...
But love is something make us appreciate our life..
so guys out there...please be more sensitive...
Girls do not need your wealthy or face..
But attention which could also defend them in hard or loses..
We are the one who decorate love..
So it is no such things that love is powerful and beautifull...
Haiya...it;s more thorn which people could say ...DUGAAN