I'm open his blog...
im reading his life..
im reading his profile..
im realize something..
its make me think for a moment about men..
Now i realize something that sometimes men need space..
They dnt usually like all the time with us..
They dnt usually like to fulfill evrything we need..bcoz sometimes they need something 2..
They have to take care of our feelings heart..but do we also done that to them..
Stuck with responsibilities..that is men..
And he stuck with me..
If i dnt like the things..he can't do it bcoz of me..
I dnt realize that until now..
I'm not ever try to lock him or even kongkong that we could say..
But women never realize that even we set them free..
Now i know and i have to do something..
U know wat..i always tell him that i want that..i want this..
And i could see how he try and try to fulfill it even i didnt told him to do so..
But he never told me anything about what he want..
And i never fulfill anything for him..
How bad i am..I always call him..
I need him all the time..
But did he need me all the time..
I am always be annoying and disturbing him..
When he didnt concern bout me..i am angry and dnt want to concern him juz for a small matter..
How bad i am...
Could i do something for this??
I realize i am really deep in love with him..
But my love stuck him to big responsibilities..
And i need to set him free...
But How??
In my whole life..i had a lot of experience and i had a lot of time to travel alone or not alone..
eventually...i always live far away from my home and my parents..
independently girl..dats i thought i am..
But since my age reach 22..somethings changing in my side..
i miz my home badly..
really badly..sometimes feel to cry..
i miz my mum..even she like to nag..
i miz my dad..even he too serius..
i miz my sisters..even we always fight..
Today im alone in my rent house..
and i realize how much fun i have in my home..
and i really wanna be back even i juz had stay in here for one weeks..
what i can say here..its just a while in here and i felt to go back..
huh..how pampered i am..but dats i am now..
always be scare especially dark..
im changing.. owh i hate dat...
where miss brave liana..
None now..
Hwever..nice to talk with all of u..coz i juz too bored rite now..
feeling lonely..
i dnt knw why felt dat..
but dats my feeling now..
Now i realize dat i cannt live alone in dis world..
its not worth it..
eventually...i always live far away from my home and my parents..
independently girl..dats i thought i am..
But since my age reach 22..somethings changing in my side..
i miz my home badly..
really badly..sometimes feel to cry..
i miz my mum..even she like to nag..
i miz my dad..even he too serius..
i miz my sisters..even we always fight..
Today im alone in my rent house..
and i realize how much fun i have in my home..
and i really wanna be back even i juz had stay in here for one weeks..
what i can say here..its just a while in here and i felt to go back..
huh..how pampered i am..but dats i am now..
always be scare especially dark..
im changing.. owh i hate dat...
where miss brave liana..
None now..
Hwever..nice to talk with all of u..coz i juz too bored rite now..
feeling lonely..
i dnt knw why felt dat..
but dats my feeling now..
Now i realize dat i cannt live alone in dis world..
its not worth it..